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The Haunt of Sheboygan

Beneath the suffocating fog of Sheboygan, Wisconsin, where Lake Michigan’s breath curdles into a gray shroud, it squats—a device older than bone, colder than the lake’s depths. Not a story, not a curse, but a thing: the Haunt, a slab of pitted stone masquerading as a bench, its surface veined with something too dark to be lichen. For eons, it has fed, its appetite a silent scream in the marrow of the earth. The Summoned They come, moths to a flame that does not burn but bites. Scholars from ivy-clad halls, their minds frayed by questions no book can answer. Ghost-hunters from the heartland, their gadgets buzzing like dying flies. Social media seers, faces smeared with ash and delusion, chanting of energies they cannot fathom. Wanderers with eyes like cracked glass, reeking of cedar and dread, clutching relics of forgotten gods. The warnings are carved into the air itself: A sign, No Rest Here, its letters bleeding fresh paint that smells of iron. A feral cat, ...

Diamond World Cup

There is an ivory pyramid built on the far side of the moon where perpetual sunshine graces down upon the land of green, shining as an eye ray from the all seeing pinnacle of humanity there i belong among the vast pools of champagne and caviar, seated high above any eye the sun glistened in a perpetual sunset it is neither day nor night, and yet both forever I hold in two hands to the failing of my heart a cup made of pure diamond and another made of ivory inlaid with gold frieze, some zig zag that shining light from the sun I made a financial software that made money irrelevant, I found diamond at the core of a faraway planet and sent a satellite up to mine it, they go back and forth like tradeships bringing gold in age of empires i use them to fund the excavation of the antarctic ice cap, protecting us all from a nuclear fall out, which if were to occur would prove that the evil of humanity were best left with the brains of apes whence we came and whence we were banished when we part...

I am Everyone

Some think that the entirety of creation is merely their own dream. Until you achieve equivalence of form with the creator and have him in your heart, this is only partially true. I could fathom all tongues, receive all gifts, love all people perfectly. But which of these three comes first? There is no glory in knowing all things if you cannot feel as strongly as God does. Where is your love, the bittersweet beating of the shepherd's heart?

Detroit Is a Waste

Good morning america, it has dawned on me that some steps taken back we can catch a solid view of what the future holds. Retrace where we have come from to see where we will go, that's the pattern of time: it echoes in patterns. And today we are elated at how far we came, and yet are fully aware that we are spiraling out of control. Riots will become commonplace, these petty and peaceful protests in the civilized world will devolve as soon as the integrity of our government is shaken. There is nowhere else to hide, and anarchy is a nightmarish ghoul trailing our ostensible progress. Hide and seek, the ghosts of wealth inhabit every ruin, and our estate is no exception to this rule. If you want to curse someone, boast of their greatness and call them a winner, that means they have reached their peak and have nowhere to go but down. If you want to bless someone, call them a loser, by the same token. We are thriving in ruin, in the space between and above any societal definition of ...

Schmerz

What is the limit of physical pain I could feel in this body? There are people who feel no pain, who need no food, whose joy is completely detached and adamant. Nothing on this earth has any value to me. Animals feel acutely that which is physical, they are only dust. The feeling of life leaving is what pain is, the process of death. How could we bear it? The dying agony of any creature is dangerous and spiritually potent. There is something there beside what we can see. Something immense and enormous. What sort of torture is my worst nightmare? There is so much that makes me wince, seeing images of chaos in disaster, buildings burning and people trapped inside, fire singeing the flesh, people harming each other, small animals being hurt. This must make us wince if we have any soul, any connection to life. But does the eternal person, the prophet have a cold disregard for this? I know he does not, view merely the pain of the ultimate sacrifice to prove otherwise! Christ sweat blood. J...

Schaft

Can't breathe without music. I need to bleed, need to free this pent up agony that haunts my bones. It seems the world is descending into apery again, we follow the cycles of years, the sad tear horizon of withered dreams, trees full of yearnings, the cries of the unborn and the dead seem to form a tidal wave against us, boiling waves are to come. Ahead I see violence, who will cause it? Invasion, that which we held to be unbreakable will be broken. The stage is being set for the lawless. I muse in my own head about the winds of time, they blow smoke toward us, the smell of it is beautiful, creative destruction reigns. Screams and groans of hindu monks. Can you feel the earth shaking? The Mayan prophecy was maybe. There are so many other records pointing to the fact that NOW is the turn of an age. Search and find it in any higher esotericism. Look at the stars. Ophiuchus is the chained serpent of revelation, being released here soon. We will be bent and ruined, and from that will...

Obscure

something to be said about the human animal... they say we are good at heart and often commit heroic acts. true. we also tend to rampantly delight in violence and morbid and heinous acts of audacious vulgarity on display. I have seen this everywhere, it is a proven fact... give in? what is this bipolar animal of intuition? We are not instinctual, we are merely a herd following the seed of forbidden fruit/ raw intuition of deep hellish depths, the spore of good and evil. . tools of a larger cosmic battle. do we project this spiritual realm or does it project us? there is no difference, is there? do we see the future by putting together details of the present or by prediction? there is no difference. . the mind of God is transcendent and all-powerful, and he has willed evil. We naturally desire good, and so does he. Or do we? Or does he? . redemption requires the dust of the dead, the decay of the ages to spawn new life, the death and pain of thousands for the eternal life of the few, fo...

The Soul

we tend to think of faith as some ethereal and purely subjective fluff that we can stuff into a church chapel like insulation and leave it there. Unfortunately some will one day discover to their shock and surprise that faith is actually based upon the highest and most fundamental forms of Truth, and is both completely "down to earth" and omnipresent. God is in everything and sustains everything. All the universe operates by the immediate power of his will, much like a human brain operates according to the humans immediate will at nearly light speed. . This brings into question the immediate factor of our own souls. What am I? Who are people and what are we made of? I think that it is clear what we are physically, based upon our five conscious senses. We can see, smell, hear, and feel, human beings, we can dissect a cadaver, work in the medical field, delve into psychology, or work to improve various brain functions, such as street smarts, metaphysical intelligence, relationa...

Jesus

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It is almost too painful to read about the passion, too difficult to mention his name or to think about it. Too controversial, too much power, it is a swear word, reminding us of our ultimate bankruptcy as a species, our sadism and gangrape, the hideous faults we are capable of. Humanity is drowning in a hideous cauldron of fratricide and self-worshiping destruction, and the worst sin we ever committed was the massacre of God. Joyfully we scarred and destroyed him, pinning him to a tree between heaven and hell, between the elect and the damned criminals. There is only one balance for humanity and the universe, only one way and truth, he is the fulfillment of every religion, and he transforms every aspect of every culture: the highest form of redemption is that the worst thing we ever did was used for our greatest good. The darkest and most hellish hour on this earth became our redemption. We tore God to pieces, and he willingly offered his body for our eternal health. He is the stapl...
I am screaming for Egypt the valley of dry bones your tombs are crumbling pyramids fly upward as sparks to the sky and man is born to trouble now the desert winds begin to blow

Assange

Why is it that a man whose name sounds like some vulgar toilet utensil is getting the world so upset? He is merely a humble hacker/journalist with the potential to verify what most people already know. Who's afraid of a little blackmail? This man is a schmuck. He said himself that he is a "combative person" with ties to a cult from an early age. The mental and emotional scarring that traumatizing childhood experiences with this cult left upon him have caused him to have an axe to grind with the world. Somebody get me some tissues. N. Korea . China wants the US to take the initiative and invade North Korea, because that is how China behaves. They don't want to take a hit from N. Korea (even though they could win). Years of having a psychotic dictator like Mao has taught them to revert to older Confucian values of patience and saving. They complement the adventuresome US very well, and the world empire of Chimerica will thrive if it can hold together. As for this ...

analogies

Warning: this might sound more wacky than it is. Nature is rife with analogies. Every where you look you can see them: repeating patterns which echo in the millions, the hand of God at work. Trees are akin to families, fractals are akin to trees, atoms are akin to the solar system, community breeds more community, unity in diversity gives rise to an advantageous symbiosis. Piranhas rip and tear each other to pieces like a Japanese business group. Everyone recognizes the analogies of nature to human nature and thought, it is found in millions of proverbs and used as a strong tool in magical thinking of practitioners of animism and the occult. This makes perfect sense, since man is made in the image of God, and God is order, peace, and consistency. I feel that there is a great fallacy that we all draw in relation to the creations of mankind. Everywhere you look you see manmade things: we have garnered objects of nature to do our bidding and make our lives easier. Are these things ev...

the story of intermind

Watched inception. Here are the ideas that were locked in my mind: We start out like Descartes: I think therefore I am. I am whom? Am I who I want me to be? A world focused completely on me is my own dream. Who's to tell me it's not? I think this, and then take a step back and realize that things don't go as I want them to. This is either because: 1- I have some subconscious urge to put myself through trouble and therefore conjure it up. or 2- The world is not my dream. My mind pays no great attention to intricate detail. There is more to anyone's spirit and personality in terms of depth than I would originally think. The more deep into the dreamworld a life or a story is, the more confined it is, the less the detail. I corrupt the world by making it my own because my mind is extremely limited. Everything in my own dreams is simply a projection, and a lifeless bland projection. I can never meet the standard of all the intricacies of reality. Option 2: the world is a...

antennae

Human minds behave much like antennas: they receive signals generated from somewhere. We call these signals ethos/zeitgeist/worldview/memes. We have many terms to connote how ideas are spread throughout societies, social groups, families, etc. In a way, these are like the candles of Hinduism (which sees souls and identities as small passing and changing fires). An idea, or what could be called a "spirit" (like the spirit of Elijah, that's the spirit, the spirit of Christmas) passes from one person to another. If you go to a completely foreign environment you will find that it is necessary to radically change your antenna to get a linguistic, a psychological, a sociological, and a spiritual grasp of how things are around you (these are all realms of the mind). We can surmise how people think to a small extent by their language, but even more so by an unconscious recognition of patterns in how lives are lived. Societies have a distinct spirit, groups of all kinds have a dis...

The Dark Ivory Tower of Academia

"The folly of God is greater than the wisdom of this world." I have been so stupid. We live in a bastion of ignorance, here at the center of the world. Our nation is blinded to the reality of a spiritual world. To illustrate my point, lets think of the idea of a tactless, socially clumsy and awkward homeschooler entering the business world. All this young fool knows is what he has been taught in his cloistered world, and is completely unaware of the deceptiveness of schmoozing business associates. Their smiles and compliments all work wonders on him, manipulating his god given talent and hard work by making him to believe that he is greatly appreciated. This young man is me five years ago. Compare that young man with the average everyday American: we are incredibly sheltered and made to believe (with faulty logic) that the world is under the control of human beings who are merely what we believe them to be: a higher form of ape. We only see biology and phys...
Variables by which people can be measured (with considerable overlap): I-Apparent Genetic traits a-Physical traits a.Physical Strength b.Deformity c.Skin Color d.Lineage b-Characteristics a.Drive b.Intelligence i.Detail-orientation ii.Framework-view c.Relational Intelligence i.Extroversion ii.Introversion iii.Contentionality (Drive to fight) iv.Manipulation (knowledge of what people want) v.Recognition of social cues, etc. d.Dominance i.Serotonin level ii.Chemical Balance II-Sociocultural Traits a.Religious Ideology b.Community orientation When I see a person, I think: Appearance: white-black old-young tough-kind male-female facial expressions. These are “cover judging” natural tendencies, and you cannot tell so much about a person by how they look so much as you can tell how they are perceived by others at first glance and therefore might react to such a stereotyping of themselves. You can often tell how they are used to being judged by their permanent appearance. In speaking to a per...

Freud, Animals, and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil

This is probably more scientific than things which I normally post, but borders on the Metaphysical. Freud explained that we have different identities and different drives. Unlike animals, humans are immensely nuanced and subtle in their paradoxical "God-like" qualities. Here is a list of these drives and how they correspond, with parallels between the cocaine-induced theories of Freud and Scripture (I realize that this will be controversial across the board): Three Identities: 1. Id, 2. Ego, 3. Superego Impulses: 1. Death (extreme pleasure) drive, 2. Life (avoidance of extreme pleasure, seeking to work for money, build a society, language) drive, 3. Unconscious (seeking extreme displeasure for the sake of endurance) drive. Biblical parallels: 1. Id: Animal instinct (procreation, murder), short-term focus 2. Ego: Humanity- Eating of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and evil, which separated us from animals and made us "like God." (seeking what is good for the sake ...

Christ

I am unsure what to think. I feel like I dragged a corpse out of the grave and now it has stunk up my home. Grabbed a Religious Science book from Barnes and Noble and thought it said Jesus was God, but that was merely an ensnaring titular coincidence. The book is about our oneness with God. Christ is the husband of the church, do the two become one? If Jesus is God, does that mean that we are to join in the personhood of God? Regardless of the answer to this question, which is likely beyond us, the motive of the book is queer and it sees Jesus as only one manifestation of “the Christ” of which we can be another. It quotes him selectively, avoiding references to his substitutionary atonement. It highlights the times where he bestows power on his followers, and that betrays the motive of the whole book: power. It is why I picked it up and it is what I crave too often. Power of this sort is beyond what I can understand, and it is playing with fire. True and lasting power is found only in ...

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Glorifying the American

"50 Americans killed, and some minor collateral damage." A common American news flash. This is cause for tragedy, but for the wrong reason. what you don't know is that the collateral damage is actually a few hundred Afghani civilians who were needlessly exterminated. But ingrained into the minds of the people of our glorious nation is the idea that somehow an American life is worth more than a non-American life. Sure, no one would state that outright, but the fact that a few Americans dying is a tragedy while thousands starving to death every day thousands enslaved into child sex labor every day thousands of babies aborted every day is somehow no problem, no weight whatsoever on our minds. Do you think that is how God sees people? Does he see some as American lives and others as less worthy of life? Absolutely not. So if you are merely trying to escape the pain that would ensue if you were to consider that foreigners are also humans or if you are merely a victim of our me...